its march....i lose track of the month

am nw in sktm on9ing with fang fang.....am here since 4pm and im so damn freaking tired... havent finish tracking down the information i needed but still got time to blog nw.....was trying to access net in kgE before that but damn kept on disconnect saja..waste my time hanging around there. ish....stupid busy lagging line always trouble us to actually finish up our pile up work mount like high mountains. i still have a lot more to go!!!! hate assignments le! its like a never ending thing........in my room im always the one facing the laptop every now and then and this actually bugging me that i always have sleepless nite. profuse assignments are none other than the fact a pain in the ass... wasnt a plan that i met up with fang fang but so happened she came here to on9 as me...hehe... cuz the library line memang not good Unless at nite or early in the morning. i mean at least i have someone beside me to on9 together. haha....she was constantly complaining like me that we are unable to finish up our annoying assignment but hell yeah at least we put effort in it right...... then around 6sumthin saw d terfamous sktm fella namely kevin( p/s: no offence) with his buddies after class i suppose kan... fang plan to go back at 9 cuz nw no bus since they take shifts or else they knew nw no students bah... anyway goin to stay up late to finish up stuff at the same time damaging my ears listening to loud rawk songs. thats the 'bestest' way for me to release my STRESS haunting me...luv listening the band 'forever the sickest kids','senses fail', 'valencia', 'early november' etc i so goin to ask my bros to update me with the latest rawk bands pop up like mushroom in US oncce am back to my Melaka... ah, cant wait to go bck mann! ish....miss home d...

howww can this be......?

its a hell for me this semester....1st day of class as in last month to be precise we are being given 2 assignments. and then now amount to 1major assignments(1more coming up), 2 ppib asssignments, and 2 minor assignments and coming up 1 more lab report!!! am seriously going nuts for sure! we are human beings and we are assigned like a robust as if...we are always fit and strong...ahh....! plus all those physics tutorials, statistics and ppib quizzes are just sugaring the pill of my entire life here.... am realllly goin crazy soon. and its really bugging me thinking bout these everyday each time i woke up from my bed.... and yeah, always a bad day. should sing daniel powter's song-bad day then. and i dont really wanna mention this cuz its quite bad, cruel, and unpleasant of me but i just felt that the duties, activities, etc in church and cg kinda amounts and hit me, left me in uncertainties bout myself... imean i felt like a moron. darn useless in solving stuff not like anyone else a thousand times better than me in juggling their schedule and stuffs. my life is like in topsy-turvy in an utter destructive chaos scenario... ergh! this is so shitty... i just wish i could just fast forward and turn back time like in the Click. yeah rite... tats so impossible..

snap back to reality

heyz am back after a 'long' break on a mere short 'holiday' back home....told u its so fast and guess what tomorrow will be my long term in prison. tomorrow will have to sit 2am bus to kl and then flight touchdown at 9am. hope theres no delay. well to summarise overall, theres alot of places to visit...i mean bai nian. the 1st three days spend omost half a day in respective relatives houses. and as a tradition all of us will gather to play the poker cards. its fun though aithough we just invest few ringgits. its togetherness that counts. yeah pretty miss that day. cut it short..and on the 4th day my exclassmates and I gather and we go visiting to like more than 10houses. this time it was kinda different cuz cy and i join the pro physics fellas...and we start our mission trip cny houses at 10am and ended up at bout 1030pm. kinda tiring but luckily not me whos driving. its nw a few hours away from my time to go back to sabah. no, its actually 2hours TO 1am. anyhow have to gear up myself for all the heaps and tonnes of assignments+tutorials+exams trailing along... its becoming intense. anyway ppl, im goin back to SABAH!!!!!

dying to go back!

am now in ppib after bahasa class sitting on da floor onlining...waiting for the time and day passed. tats because im dying to go bck home!!!! its approaching but those 2 days are like 200masihi. so slow okay.... and will be bck home for like 1 week and that 1week means zero days. once ur back and swift!! it will be time to come back here... but anyway at least am able to go back not goin to rot here. miss evithin back home again. i noe we shud not cling on this kinda habit as we need to move on but it do comes from a genuine heart. wateva it is, goin to be freaking damn happy able to go bck to Malacca to celebrate CNY!!!
GONG XI FA CAI PPL!!!
but its not going to be a complete cny cuz have assignments to do...! :(
and its raining cats and dogs nw...so hungry. my new 5bucks umbrella kena stolen.... :(

stupid registration

this registration really drives me INSANE! in and out for nothing at the end. online and offline for no reason at the end. its just crap. am not going to complain in detail cuz tired of it. actually in my pre i register both and i got both bahasa. but resort to kad.dusun cuz sources said its easier. just after kad.dusun class. learn a few weird words. still no heartfelt bout tis bahasa but neway that just it. gotta live with it in me for 4sems. thrs 2 guys from my course were in da same situation as me. and clement too. basically the class comprised of chinese ppl who are in the same boat as me. yeah crap. got no choice rite... hope will be exciting even dun felt tat to be. but yeah d lect. is nice. yeah 'nice' is the word to tell ppl each time they ask bout my bahasa thingy...

its finally The Year of a Moo Moo!

allright this suppose to be the 1st post for the year2009 but got carried away and forget to post bout it! yes! its finally a neww year and i went to hope to celebrate my new year there for my very 1st time! with exceptional of the fireworks i always spectate out of my balcony house, somewhere outside with frenz and not to forget on tv! i remembered countdown with mum and lil bro in front of tv just the trio of us and how we stayed up late just to patiently wait till the clock struck twelve and we will shout happy new year!!!... i even dozed of to sleep and woke up till the clock struck exactly 12. the event held at hope was called all in one night. it was basically a prayer meeting but who said we cant kill two birds with one stone( forget the proverb d, something like that i guess)? yeap at the same time we celebrate new year in hope... and yeah we went back around 2am. on our way back to uni driven by munseng, we stopped at the side of the road waiting for william to drove past thru 1st cuz i guessed he has experienced this before. we were like doubting that will we not be allowed to get in or will we have to resort putting a nite somewhere eerie outside. but he finally gave in. so so so tired. slept at bout 3am and the next day we had to wake up early cuz munseng will be fetching us to church for church cleaning at 9am and we finished cleaning at 3pm! that was extremely exhausting ok! me and von were like yawning from morning till noon! we were assigned to wipe all of the chairs. guessed there were like more than 100++ chairs. but overall it was fun though with amelia's bubbly actions pretending the chairs as her microphone and singing non stop! and lishia too using that chairs as her guitars and microphones. later at 6pm we had our combined cg dinner in kf. yes i need to aim for it for i must obtain that target, i must not turn back but to march forward eventho fret might assail... Happy New Year guys!!!!

unpredictable newz...

yes, to be more precise it was rather a shocking newz okay.....formerly we are in genesis cg but now! we are to change to other cg. i mean theres a few of us changing only namely none other than ME yvonne kevin and lastly andrew (all from genesis previously)... not that am patronizing in a rude manner bout this new system but its just that we are already got used to the previous cg already but now out of a sudden it just led us in a stake of gnaw... i mean it was like we are used to the former cg and thought that we will stick with the same cg but suddenly: ( imagine or picture that someone snatched ur beloved thingie in just split second...) but anyway to think it again there's no point to dwell or brood over this matter cuz its not going to change anything. and i guess what my senior roomie told me was right.... she mentioned that the prominent reason you go to cg is not to make friends okay...but to be excite over God's presence and to always looking forward for Him! but its just that we will be in a completely different environment and will be slightly hard for us to adapt at first la... andrew was saying he's not used to a male leader and demand the coming cg to be informal in order to adapt with the new cg atmosphere. which is according to plans being discussed we will go to 1B for bowling. but its still a not-so-sure decision. we will just have to uphold everything to our mighty God so that we will get along well with one another and not to create unsatisfactory feelings or doubts towards one another. but the thoughts that is there will be big expectations which will impact on me kept lingering in my mind. yes, fear surrounds and invades in me. it flames stronger each time.