unpredictable newz...

yes, to be more precise it was rather a shocking newz okay.....formerly we are in genesis cg but now! we are to change to other cg. i mean theres a few of us changing only namely none other than ME yvonne kevin and lastly andrew (all from genesis previously)... not that am patronizing in a rude manner bout this new system but its just that we are already got used to the previous cg already but now out of a sudden it just led us in a stake of gnaw... i mean it was like we are used to the former cg and thought that we will stick with the same cg but suddenly: ( imagine or picture that someone snatched ur beloved thingie in just split second...) but anyway to think it again there's no point to dwell or brood over this matter cuz its not going to change anything. and i guess what my senior roomie told me was right.... she mentioned that the prominent reason you go to cg is not to make friends okay...but to be excite over God's presence and to always looking forward for Him! but its just that we will be in a completely different environment and will be slightly hard for us to adapt at first la... andrew was saying he's not used to a male leader and demand the coming cg to be informal in order to adapt with the new cg atmosphere. which is according to plans being discussed we will go to 1B for bowling. but its still a not-so-sure decision. we will just have to uphold everything to our mighty God so that we will get along well with one another and not to create unsatisfactory feelings or doubts towards one another. but the thoughts that is there will be big expectations which will impact on me kept lingering in my mind. yes, fear surrounds and invades in me. it flames stronger each time.