its march....i lose track of the month

am nw in sktm on9ing with fang fang.....am here since 4pm and im so damn freaking tired... havent finish tracking down the information i needed but still got time to blog nw.....was trying to access net in kgE before that but damn kept on disconnect saja..waste my time hanging around there. ish....stupid busy lagging line always trouble us to actually finish up our pile up work mount like high mountains. i still have a lot more to go!!!! hate assignments le! its like a never ending thing........in my room im always the one facing the laptop every now and then and this actually bugging me that i always have sleepless nite. profuse assignments are none other than the fact a pain in the ass... wasnt a plan that i met up with fang fang but so happened she came here to on9 as me...hehe... cuz the library line memang not good Unless at nite or early in the morning. i mean at least i have someone beside me to on9 together. haha....she was constantly complaining like me that we are unable to finish up our annoying assignment but hell yeah at least we put effort in it right...... then around 6sumthin saw d terfamous sktm fella namely kevin( p/s: no offence) with his buddies after class i suppose kan... fang plan to go back at 9 cuz nw no bus since they take shifts or else they knew nw no students bah... anyway goin to stay up late to finish up stuff at the same time damaging my ears listening to loud rawk songs. thats the 'bestest' way for me to release my STRESS haunting me...luv listening the band 'forever the sickest kids','senses fail', 'valencia', 'early november' etc i so goin to ask my bros to update me with the latest rawk bands pop up like mushroom in US oncce am back to my Melaka... ah, cant wait to go bck mann! ish....miss home d...

howww can this be......?

its a hell for me this semester....1st day of class as in last month to be precise we are being given 2 assignments. and then now amount to 1major assignments(1more coming up), 2 ppib asssignments, and 2 minor assignments and coming up 1 more lab report!!! am seriously going nuts for sure! we are human beings and we are assigned like a robust as if...we are always fit and strong...ahh....! plus all those physics tutorials, statistics and ppib quizzes are just sugaring the pill of my entire life here.... am realllly goin crazy soon. and its really bugging me thinking bout these everyday each time i woke up from my bed.... and yeah, always a bad day. should sing daniel powter's song-bad day then. and i dont really wanna mention this cuz its quite bad, cruel, and unpleasant of me but i just felt that the duties, activities, etc in church and cg kinda amounts and hit me, left me in uncertainties bout myself... imean i felt like a moron. darn useless in solving stuff not like anyone else a thousand times better than me in juggling their schedule and stuffs. my life is like in topsy-turvy in an utter destructive chaos scenario... ergh! this is so shitty... i just wish i could just fast forward and turn back time like in the Click. yeah rite... tats so impossible..

dying to go back!

am now in ppib after bahasa class sitting on da floor onlining...waiting for the time and day passed. tats because im dying to go bck home!!!! its approaching but those 2 days are like 200masihi. so slow okay.... and will be bck home for like 1 week and that 1week means zero days. once ur back and swift!! it will be time to come back here... but anyway at least am able to go back not goin to rot here. miss evithin back home again. i noe we shud not cling on this kinda habit as we need to move on but it do comes from a genuine heart. wateva it is, goin to be freaking damn happy able to go bck to Malacca to celebrate CNY!!!
GONG XI FA CAI PPL!!!
but its not going to be a complete cny cuz have assignments to do...! :(
and its raining cats and dogs nw...so hungry. my new 5bucks umbrella kena stolen.... :(

stupid registration

this registration really drives me INSANE! in and out for nothing at the end. online and offline for no reason at the end. its just crap. am not going to complain in detail cuz tired of it. actually in my pre i register both and i got both bahasa. but resort to kad.dusun cuz sources said its easier. just after kad.dusun class. learn a few weird words. still no heartfelt bout tis bahasa but neway that just it. gotta live with it in me for 4sems. thrs 2 guys from my course were in da same situation as me. and clement too. basically the class comprised of chinese ppl who are in the same boat as me. yeah crap. got no choice rite... hope will be exciting even dun felt tat to be. but yeah d lect. is nice. yeah 'nice' is the word to tell ppl each time they ask bout my bahasa thingy...