For the 1st time i'm going to further my studies in a place which is never ever comes into my mind. a place i never expected to picture or to be there myself all by my own. a place which is far away from home for like almost 20years. I'm going to fly to kk in 2days time which is a place full of greenery and the beauty of its natural surrounding not knowing the obstacles which lies ahead of me.
I kinda feel drastically down the 1st time i got to know my uni and course through online. i was really devastated,clearly because it was not my top choice moreover somewhere far away. that particular day was a hell 4me. Clueless of what to think and the thoughts that were playing in my mind was just imcomparable. its like all the negative thoughts were just bombarding me. not given an ample space to breath. i felt so trapped and lost. i even contemplating about the offer when the clock struck 1.3oa.m. i felt bad for my mum too because she was completely speechless of what to say whenever i asked her about my condition whether to go for it or to turn down. as you all know mums want the best out of the best for their beloved children right?... so i felt so wrong for her.... =( but anyway i love her dearly for caring for me... =)
anyhow no matter what happen we still have to look ahead and think positively...maybe its a blessing in disguise i got the offer there. all i can do is to be grateful for what i have got now because i know God shines me the light. He is the one who show me the road,the road less travelled,my destiny.
p/s: i kinda wrote 1/3 of the paragraph below on the 10 july bcuz =( i cant on9. so basically the story kinda divert a lil. haha neway nobody is going to read my blog...so who cares i wrote crappy stories haha
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Monday, June 9, 2008
Waiting
Frankly speaking, patience is never my type. i can be like so patient a minute and another way round the other minute. well what the heck...no one is perfect after all. even albert einstein( the smarty nerdy ) one or the whole bunch of freaking nerds or the extremist do made/make mistakes. i'm not being patronizing on purpose. pardon me should i insult any of you. anyway no one is going to read my blog...
Allright the thing is it's really getting my nerve considering the fact that we haven't got any feedback from the goverment on which Uni we get and worst of all we are all waiting anxiously for the courses and the state they chucked us! why are they taking so slow to reveal them? or they are just buying time. time is ticking away and curiousity is killing me.
What sort of system is this?... others have started studying way back then ( 2 or 3 weeks ago ) and we, the ones' waiting for the goverment U are STILL WAITING in anticipation like a rotten apple. its time to change for goodness sake! could u just imagine we have to be in this so called 'complicated' situation. first up, u have to EITHER choose to continue to study in local varsity OR to apply a place in private u. and then if you're afraid that you would not get the course or the place you desire,off you landed yourself in private u and subsequently force to spare one lump sum of big bucks. and........if luck happened to strike on you then your bucks is now drained to their piggy bank and they're going to jump for joy. hell, they are going to earn alot.
I got a call this evening from my ex-colleague claiming that the result is out. i was like cannot be. she must be kidding or heard wrongly. anyway the papers havent publish anything yet. so again wait............... i hope He shines me the right path.
Allright the thing is it's really getting my nerve considering the fact that we haven't got any feedback from the goverment on which Uni we get and worst of all we are all waiting anxiously for the courses and the state they chucked us! why are they taking so slow to reveal them? or they are just buying time. time is ticking away and curiousity is killing me.
What sort of system is this?... others have started studying way back then ( 2 or 3 weeks ago ) and we, the ones' waiting for the goverment U are STILL WAITING in anticipation like a rotten apple. its time to change for goodness sake! could u just imagine we have to be in this so called 'complicated' situation. first up, u have to EITHER choose to continue to study in local varsity OR to apply a place in private u. and then if you're afraid that you would not get the course or the place you desire,off you landed yourself in private u and subsequently force to spare one lump sum of big bucks. and........if luck happened to strike on you then your bucks is now drained to their piggy bank and they're going to jump for joy. hell, they are going to earn alot.
I got a call this evening from my ex-colleague claiming that the result is out. i was like cannot be. she must be kidding or heard wrongly. anyway the papers havent publish anything yet. so again wait............... i hope He shines me the right path.
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